For years Peter Carter has had to live with the emotional and psychological scars of being one of the ‘forgotten Australians’.
But on November 16, some of the pain Mr Carter has been carrying for more than 40 years will be dulled when Prime Minister Kevin Rudd makes a formal apology on behalf of all Australians.
During his time in various orphanages and homes, Mr Carter says he was abused and neglected by authorities.
Now 60 and living in Trangie, Mr Carter says he doesn’t blame the current Government for what he and more than 500,000 other young Australians went through, but admits he appreciates the gesture that will be made in a bipartisan sitting of Parliament on Monday week.
“It was the previous governments and the churches that are responsible,” he said.
“I am just so glad that this Government is making an apology and I really support it.
“They are the only government that have finally got the guts to stand up.”
Mr Carter’s mother passed away when he was just 18 months old, so when his father was deemed unfit to look after him and his six siblings, they were all institutionalised.
Growing up in various orphanages around the country until the age of 18, Mr Carter said he knew nothing else.
“I spent time in Anolgra Boys Home, run by the Church of England, time in a Salvation Army-run orphanage, and I had multiple stays in Wilston and also in Westbrook. These places were all in Queensland,” he said.
“They moved me around a lot because they said that I acted up a lot.
“I didn’t know how to act and what did they expect? I was bashed, raped and punished terribly in every place I went.”
According to the Minister for Families, Housing, Community Services and Indigenous Affairs Jenny Macklin the apology reflects the Government’s determination that these terrible practices will never be repeated.
“Many former child migrants and other children who were in institutions, their families and the wider community have suffered from a system that did not adequately provide for, or protect, children in its care,” she said.
“The apology will acknowledge that what happened in the past was both real and wrong.
“It will make sure that a largely invisible part of our history is put firmly on the record. And it will remind the community of what happened to many of these children.”
While backing the apology, Mr Carter said it would in no way remove his memories of a difficult time in his life.
“I remember having to walk to school barefoot, with no jumpers on, during winter,” he said.
“At the first sign of sunshine we would tremble in the sun hoping to warm up.”
“I was thrown out the door with nothing when I was nearly 18.
“I knew nothing and had nothing. I had been in and out of different places since I was 18 months old and now I was on my own,” he said.
Mr Carter went straight to Kings Cross in Sydney where he worked for many years as a doorman.
“I got involved with the wrong crowd and ended up spending some time in prison,” he said.
“After I came out of prison I met my wife and I have been really good since then. She is very supportive.
“I don’t sleep very much most nights as the things that happened to me are always there, they never go away.”
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